The video to the right is of a recent book reading and signing. Orphaned at birth, he was adopted at 6 weeks old on the anniversary of
his new parents' wedding - childhood sweethearts still together today. A
gifted and talented athlete and student, his 'other' life experiences hedged
the edge of reality as we know it. His urge to merge with the unknown is
remarkable, but his humility and service to others stands out.
The most profound personal experience was an NDE at 18 during a
meditation, where he was asked if he was willing to die for what he believed
in...(Cosmic Consciousness) ... was taken into the Light and beyond. His
life has been further complicated (he says 'imbued') with 'contactee'
experiences that began as a young boy a decade before and have continued
throughout his life, expanding his thoughtmosphere to many temporal realms.
He is an enigma to many and avoids labels or titles, especially those
that tend to separate. However his formal education, inquisitiveness and
understanding of science and spirituality offers new views of old paradigms.
Zen's unique attitude and his ability to articulate took years of
experimentation and practice, bridging other worlds bereft of language as we
Zen's writing style is both explorative and self-reflective from years of
investigating personal and professional patterns for success, understanding
and garnering wisdom.
Dive down the rabbit hole with a cosmic surfer that hangs ten on many
waves. Whether brain, cyber, hand or water you’ll find support for
the weirdest things in here. Your belief systems might be shattered,
but it’s a guarantee at least shaken and stirred. How open is your
From the angel of an adoptee searching for identity while garnering an
ever-clearer view of ‘what is’ and ‘what is not’ as he queries the
cosmos to find answers about serious questions. He’s been called
brilliant, cosmic, engaging and threatening to the average mind.
Have you ever considered if UFOs are real and we are being visited, what
is really going on? Are you one that has a strange happening that
turns your world upside down every once in a while? Has it ever
occurred to you that ‘others’ may live and work amongst us? No, this
isn’t MIB stuff; it’s a little more subtle and ever-so-real.
What about the practical stuff? What kind of a difference would any of
this make in your life?
Those are exactly the types of questions you’ll find explored within this
cover. Dare you open it and explore your own consciousness a little
What would you imagine Religious Sex would be like? Does it
bring passion and purpose to mind? How about a steamy romance with
In 1975, at 18 in my first year of college living in the
honors dorm, I was taken into and beyond the Light. This ‘light’ is
referenced in spiritual texts and Near Death Experiences in similar
asked if I was willing to die for what I believed in during a
Yes I'd heard a voice since childhood that was a trusted
companion by this time and no, I wasn't on drugs. The latter always
seems to be a question. I was told what I am here to do and then
returned to my body with full consciousness of this ‘mission.’ What
Men and women process information differently,
but emotions are virtually the same. Men, unfortunately, have been
taught that we must not appear weak and sharing deep intimate
feelings tends to make us feel vulnerable, so we equate that to
being weak. There is great strength in being gentle.
We will analyze and examine the process of
feeling and thinking so that you become more aware, able to manage
your emotions, making better choices toward achieving goals. The
result will be some pragmatic processes for your quiver, sand box,
tool box, or daily drive. The weekly layout is only to provide a
foundation for the process. Any educational endeavor, transformative
or not, needs structure for effective delivery.
Concepts are explained in order to give a
consistent understanding of the information. You will be exposed to
the practice of several processes that open the door to your
emotional freedom, a prerequisite for creating the life you desire.
Balanced living often results from addressing the polarities of
personal desires and social responsibility.
Zendor the Barbarian - An Adoptee's Quest for Identity
Do you know who you are? What if you didn’t?
What if the more you learned about yourself, the more your life
became a cosmic mystery?
What if you had an insatiable curiosity about
extraterrestrials, only to find out you are a human hybrid? What
would you do? In whom would you confide?
you handle being asked to
die for what you believe in, entering the Light and going beyond
only to be told your purpose in life is to facilitate a new world
order? Would you be able to function in society?
Adoptees often have crazy dilemmas with
abandonment, identity and rejection. Their search for identity sucks
them down the rabbit hole into worlds rarely explored, especially
when accompanied by a near-death experience and spiritual awakening
unlike any other. Is truth really stranger than fiction?
This is the second book in a series of personal
explorations of cosmic consciousness; a modern day story about
bridging worlds of wonder that includes extraterrestrials,
metaphysics, psychology, hard and soft sciences, spirituality and
more. Join Zendor as he spirals down the rabbit hole.
You are invited to enjoy a twirling and twisting tale of an
orphan seeking identity that will take you into realms most only
imagine, let alone live. What he discovers creates questions no one
on Earth seems to be able to answer, at least for now. His
investigation unfolds like a science fiction novel, only it’s real.
His dreams and visions craft a lucid reality spanning multiple
dimensions, defying belief systems that inhibit exploration and fact
finding as experiential processes. He lives a waking life that can
baffle the most brilliant as to its true explanation, yet it is a
shared reality with many on Planet Earth and beyond.
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